Should I trust or should I not..

I always had this problem. Everyone should have this problem but some people have it easier to trust and by this you are not walking around as a bitter old witch. But hey, black nailpolish looks pretty cool that will say on the right person. Not anyone can wear black nailpolish and a skinskirt, most of the people would propably look like a gothic prostitute.

1.
Gothic Pimp
1) A Person into the goth or gothic life style that has much luck attrating the opposite sex(Being goth or not) for what ever reason. 2)A Pimp that manages female goths for prostitutes and engages them in gothic prostitution (What ever that my be).
Referring to: http://www.urbandictionary.com/

-I wonder who is gothicpimp in our hometown, where he is And how does he looks? I wonder..

Almost as interesting as finding santa claus. Because damn, there are a lot of Emos and gothic people in my hometown and if not even more since I've been away. Not that I have anything against them and I actually like the gothic style. My sister is one of them. I'm just jealous because I don't dare to dye my hair in pink like Gwen Stefani in the 90's so I reconcider instead buying myself a wig. I had a plan of coming back home to Umeå with pink hair because my mothers reaction would be so fun but I just arrived with anotherboring brown colour. I guess I'm still beautiful but not as gorgeuos as this woman. In the pictures my little sister Julia and Gwen Stefani.



I trust beauty and this beautiful woman to continue her work in the band No doubt. But if it's something that cheats many people it's people's beautiness. Because there are always another side and probably a pretty ugly one. I talked to my friend Anna today and I liked the theory we made up once. Two beautiful parents are more likely to have a ugly kid. Laughing a lot. Well, I already starting to look up the laws for adoption. It says that approximately 1000 children are adopted every year that are born in another country then Sweden. In Sweden the cost for adoption is around80 000 to 190 000 swedish crones, it depends, but you get some benefits as well. Even if I'm going to have my own kids I probably adopt one from Africa. They are so calm. Not like the spoiled swedish kids. I would probably hang myself in silence if I gave birth to one of those kids that are screaming all the time which tells me that I'm not ready to be a mother.
Thinking about that I'm thinking about No doubt's song
"Simple kind of life". It fits me perfect!

I prefer silence and thats is why I don't want a screaming kid, not right now. The best moments I had of silence and peace was up at mountain Montserrat. It's a mountain close to Barcelona which is said to be the most energetic spot in the whole world because it is made of some different material then. More information and pictures about it later.

Anyways, as I said I wish to adopt a child from Africa. I was to Tanzania, Moshi, once and it was amazing and the kids really appreciated everything. The spanish kids are so loud though imagine a class of children on the same trame oh my god they were making noices. Another thing I notice with the kids in Spain is that their parents are letting them running everywhere. I just wonder how many accidents there are. I always saw there kids running and hitting themselves accidentally in the streets. Lucky me I never got to see a kid getting runned over by some kind of vehicle.

Question: Where can you see a mother smoking a joint while carying around there baby in the daylight?

Answer: Spain, Barcelona.

That's worst. If I do find some pictures of me when I was to Tanzania I put them up. Anyways there are a lot of stomachs to feed. This kids at daycare only got one glass of milk for lunch and that is so unfair thinking about all the fat kids in Sweden, America and England! By now there are actually more overweight people in the ritch countries then those who are suffering because
of famine.




Some pictures from when I was in Tanzania and I even had to steal them from a community. All my pictures are gone and I feel so sad. The picture to the left is "the hungry kids".


Anyways, my clothes want be in stock today either because I'm so tired and actually not in a mood for writing about fashion even though I found some interesting things in a fashion magazine. Actually it's kind of boring writing about fashion because it is just material. But I'm still going to do it since my interest for clothes and fashion is huge. A solution for my problems is shopping and now I sound like a shopoholic. It's a addiction so beware Sophia's addiction and tell me when I need to stop. I hope I can do some switches or sell my clothes at least so they don't go to waste. I guess I should give them away to some second-hand or something but not all of them. Anyways, I'm too tired to talk about anything right now and I made my missions today besides doing schoolwork. I'm just wondering how it's going to be in the future and if I really do have the energy for studying. Studying is fun but being in Umeå and being a poor student is not fun! I think everyone in my class probably think I'm a bitter and soon old witch because everyone seem to think it's so fun. Please give me your notice if you think I'm and I can have a sign "be aware of the (bull)dog". Which is actually a really good song by Jamelia see at youtube.com or at link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYKg9Ynwl1Q

Now to my rest after being tortured by the dentist. I was to the dentist today and now I get a bill of around 20 euros- it fits my wallet perfect! haha. I think there have been three people calling me today about tonight's party! Hello, I'm not urging so much for these things anymore but a little a guess. I just made my decision that I'm going into town to take a few beers. See you tomorrow.

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