Weekend..

..but no hooliday because I'm going to work tonight. Now I'm listening to music and I have been trying to write some for our final examination which is a diary of the lectures we had. Maybe it's called logg-booked I don't know and I don't have the energy to look it up anyways.

I was to the gym for the first time in years I think with my sister this weekend and I have time to go there more times but my excuses for not going are taking all that time. I see my daily exercises enough such as bycicle and moving myself from my room to the dinnertable. My days looks as such: I wake up and just beg to god that I can stay in the bed longer because it's so warm but after a while I move myself to the university to try to have some exercising for my brain but usually I'm not there. In the night I'm trying to read but usually I get suck at some lousy program at the TV and I fall asleep in front of it. It's so not useful time and should study more. It feels exactly like upper secondary school when I'm just chilling around and not doing anything necessary. I haven't even seen any people this week just myself and I like it. I'm just looking forward to the day when I get my own apartment and can just be with myself because that is how I enjoy it, sometimes. I was to the pub at 3 oclock after trying to study at the university but my usb memory didn't work at the school's computers. The school's computers are the worst because they banned everything on them and sometimes you can't enter some very important sites such as hotmail. Sometimes you send your work to your hotmail instead of bringing it on a usb.



Well, I'm going to take a shower now and enjoy it and maybe a meal or a drink maybe before going to work. It feels really good working a friday and not spend your money because I'm going to buy my very own lap-top soon! Tomorrow probably. The only thing that is the worst is working when drunk people comes around but they are just stupid because pure stupidity comes from pure alcohole, we all know that! Then why is everyone drinking so much? I have been really drunk many times but I have been out just taking one beer and it's so much more fun watching all the drunk people and actually see all the stupid things they do. Tell them tomorrow and you'll have fun! And not thinking about just skipping those scenarious when you maybe wake up in the bed together with someone and have the worst regrets ever. I can understand how guys can think that girls are onto everthing because there are some that are giving us bad reputation. When you are young it's okay because then you are probably just used by some older guys and you really don't understand anything. I just can't understand one-night-stand but what I can understand is when you are desperate and the guy was just a boytoy, and he better be hot!

Well, finally I got some pictures from montserrat and they ain't beautiful on me not that it really matters. There are always so many people who are so important with this whole deal party pictures and that you have to look good. If you have the strength to be bothered by this pictures maybe you should avoid the camera when you're drunk, well everyone should because non is beautiful.



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