Happy mother's day, mother!

Seriously, I was suppose to make this video yesterday because I knew I was goin to be so hangover to make it, though not too hangover. I've been drink a whole lot of soda tryin to make my brain function, not that I need it today because I'm just goin outside to stay in the sun, and tonight at home, well, in Gothenburg. I will eat pizza and candy, like crazy! it suprises me hat I haven't gained that much weight, thinking of how fat I was in Sweden, no, I'm the lucky one more or less, my fat goes directly to my ass and never my stomach so I'm pretty much bootylicious! hehe. I'm in Sweden now, it really feel like I'm on vacation the only thing that bothers me is that nothing makes me excited right now, besides when I bought my new computer. Thinking of the nature in Sweden, usually I get really excited from the greenish trees, I think I might have had summer for too long time in Barcelona and everything with summer, when you get your summerbreak from the school, gets quite lame. What's crackin so far? Well, instead of drinking myself completely wasted I've been shopping, and I got rid of my redicolous natural haircolor, I went for something more dramatic, platinum blonde, but it will be a bitch in Spain thinking of the guys. I might have this haircolor just for a short while, propably.

I have alos been having a constant headache since I arrived to Sweden, it's so enoying, because last night Kicki went home earlier left me with one of her friend's friend, that was pretty cool to hang out with, walking through gothenburg talking shit. We entered a bar with spanish guitarr that I already explained clearly that it's for me very frustrating to listen to, because it makes me so horny, seriously. I love guys who play guitarr, but spanish lingo, mm, so nice, too bad i never met any musicians but they will come along the way, hehe.

Before I was into different nations, okay, sounds slutty, but now it's more their professionals, and their passions of course! Because I don't have any right now, any urge for sex or partying, nothing! I just want my music, my laptop to play it, and chill. It's very strange the mood I'm in, and so far off my hippie mood that I becomes as in the summer. I use to be a really happy girl, I still am, but I'm happy in a different way right now, the few times I get to spend the time with myself because you never get any time for yourself in Barcelona. I live with five people, four when I get back from Gothenburg because my Irish roommate moved back to Irland, but just for one month, she will be back in July and we are goin to have so much fun, Trufa Nori! The best time's in my life, maybe not best, but sanctuary one, was when I lived in Borne before with only one person, so nice. That was not the moment, it was when I was sitting on our balcony in the mornings after been drinking a whole night, goin crazy, or just waiting for the night, drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette. It maybe sounds crazy for you, but it's so real for me. This is how I got my idea from my tattoo, I had this memory from me sitting and chillin with a drink, feeling so calm and that is so hard for me. I'm a wonderful person when I'm in that sense. For those who have not seen my tattoo, it's a pinupp, which I now look more alike with my platinum blonde hair. This pinupp is holding a drink looking very relaxing and happy. I'm marked for life with that memory, I had to in case I forget how to relax, I just look at that tattoo. Hopefully I will find other ways to relax, like sex made my tensions really go away but it's not the same anymore, it's because I'm pretty much in some kind of weird phase of my life. I don't know, am I becoming as a lesbian? God, hope not because I know a guy could never satisfy me as a woman do, don't ask me how I know, but I do. Well, I'm goin out in the sun at any moment, lets see for how long I can stay there, I always become restless, maybe I go for a walk but then I need my music which I don't have.

Well, there is a song of the week, propably of the month, as a mentioned Nikka Costa's push and pullin is so nice, so nice that I actaully looked up the lyrics, usually I'm not listening to the text because many of the are pretty meaningless, I listen to the music.

I made a video for my mother for Mother's day since we haven't seen eachother for a while, I'm pretty hangover and tired, with makeup from last night, but it doesn't matter, she seen my in worse conditions. Oh yeah, it's in Swedish so you have to learn some swedish before, take care people and enjoy my beauty with my new platinum blonde hair that will propably last just for one month. I will put up some pictures from Gothenburg later on, so don't stress okay? Besito.

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