I wanna go to Tokyo, Japan!

What have I've been keeping myself busy with tonight? I was planning to start making my shirts but since I'm too lazy du to the gravity off my ass I never had the energy to go to the shop to buy color. Tomorrow I'm planning to do this because propably I wake up earlier then I'm suppose, I need my 10 hours sleep everyday, for next week! Because then it will be party, party! I've been longing so much for taking a cold beer and having a cigarette, mm. Why I wake up earlier is a mysterium, not! It's impossible to sleep in the spanish apartments because you can here every single noice, and I awake so easily. I just wish to have a place where I can stay and peace and there are no places as such here. Lately I've been speaking a lot about how tired I'm and sure, I am, because I'm not as young as I was last year. I lived here now one year and it's tearing on your body and brain. My back is the worst, I need to come in contact with a professional masseur, so if there are any one out there please tell me. When I move my shoulders it's sounds like I'm going to crack right away. I promised myself to start working out, and I'm going to buy myself a bicycle, but what about working out? I need to start running or swimming when the sea gets just a little bit warmer. Running is superboring, and it's hard to work out when you never have a good sleep in your bed. It's like a circular problem, which can be solved if I just put my energy of making it happen. It's all in your mind!

God, I feel like a swolloen seal or sealion, I've been eating a bag of chips today. Enough of that, at least I eat healthy for dinner but I guess it doesn't matter.

What about my wishes for going to Tokyo?
Yes, everything started as I was reading a girl's, blog Foki's blog, she lives in my hometown Umeå. Her hobbies are making supercute nails and Japan, so I guess we share same interests, I just never got my eyes open for Japenese fashion and how cool it is. I really, so badly, my biggest wish, is to go to Tokyo, Japan. I wanna buy a wigg in a really nice pink color, and If I dare I would color my hair in a pink hair-color, or at least a caramel haircolor. See the pink haircolor I want on this example: http://www.pixbox.se/pic_show_id20601786.html.

Isn't it supercute? And I love the Lolita trend, imagine wearing that nice dresses all the time, though I would get pretty sick and tired walking up early doing your make-up. I prefer just putting on a sloppy dress with no fit at all, because whatever I wear it looks good on me.

Another blog that has a lot of cool pictures (I haven't read it yet, but it's in english) which not Foki's is. She has pictures of the most crazy fashion in Japan, and a lot of other things, oh yeah, and she is a designer for Gothic Japanese clothing. See her blogg here > La Carmina.



Imagine people around you dressed up like this?

I don't really like dress-codes and Sweden takes the price in most boring fashion, always playing safe just like everything else with Sweden. Natural colores and natural beautys, from the nothern part of Sweden. Well well, at some point of my life I need to go to these places: Brazil, Peru, Argentina (whatever comes along the way in south america), Mexico, USA, Thailand, India, Japan, Australia, more to come! As long as I stay here in Barcelona I'm so stuck that I can't even visit my hometown, the salaries in spain are just enough for making it thourgh the month. Guess you spend a lot at alcohole and partying, but tomorrow, well, not tomorrow, but on monday I'm going to the bank to open a savings account.

Next week I want to update my blogg as well, thinking about the design, it's superboring and it's even more boring since no one give me any comments, even people blogging about their children or their pregnancy gets more comments. Guess my blogg must be pretty boring. I talk to my sister on skype just recently and she was complaining spelling as well, can't someone admire me to continue writing my blog! Or maybe just someone who can sweep my off my feets, the times when I'm in love and happy are the times when I'm writing best. Give me some ideas, for my design and for other things.

I was thinking off going to the library diving myself into books of fashion (I have the biggest urge ever for making and designing my own clothes, making draws, learning, because I s**k right now). The only problem is with me that I only have these urges for a short while and then I loose my passion. If I find a place soon, a sanctuarity, a peace and calm place, it would be easier for me to work, but now it feels like I have half of the earth population circulating around me. I sound pretty hostile against people, but believe or not, for a girl that can speak that much I'm a reserved person.

Next week my schedule looks like this:

• Go to the Library, and investigate and develop your ideas.
• Make a shirt, starting with a motive of my cat, I miss her, or at least a animal.
• Lloret de mar from Tuesday til Thursday
• My blog, my computer, downloading important programs, I still dont have a virusprogram on my new Laptop! shame! I should take care, really, she is my baby.
• I need to shop, American Apparel next to invest in something really nice, like a jacket.
• Making of a new Tattoo, it couldn't take any longer time (don't now if I should wait til after summer but I just wanna do my 'Alma feminina' tattoo right now, I feel so nude.
• Eating sushi, 'the place of the sushi places' is called Mitzu. There they have sushi, seafood, and wook buffet. For keeping my strenght and stay healthy I need to eat there at least once in a month, preferebly twice if someone invites me. Thank you!
• Exercise at least three times next week, swim, move your ass!
• Montjuic on sunday would be nice.
• Playa, eat healthy and cheap, and save your money!

Propably there are more things to do but I need to relax next week and I have some things I need to fix before I go crazy, can't tell anything. Woah, Sophia got a secret, no it's not a secret, it's just a secret for you stranges that are following my blog, reading about my life, I hope you enjoy it. I really do appreciate ideas for my blogg and design, brainstorming, you can contact me on my e-mail address: Sophia_904@hotmail.com. Now back to work. Bisso.

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