I'm proud over myself

and I'm saying it because it is not very often I'm proud over myself. Most of the times I just go out partying but this night I'm staying inside. I'm listening to my Ipod and having a party for myself. This was not my choice but if I'm too hangover, like I wanna kill myself, I actually are quite mature to say thank you, but no thank you. What is sad is that the were gonna be in Almas bar tonight, she has a bar in her house. How wonderful and dangerous isn't that? Once again Jorge brought the DJ stuff for playing music but I'm more satisfied then ever right now with my music. I'm switching between Heart and Madonna, and sometimes random songs. Did you know that the word random is one of my favorites, it's very useful. I remember my mother ask me ones about some guy, and I told her that he was just some "random boy". She asked me what it means and she was saying it over and over again. It sounded very funny since my mother doesn't speak english so well. Random, random, random, that is what you are.

Now To The Point I was going to, I'm more proud over myself that I start drawing. I always liked drawing but I never get the energy to do it because I'm either on a party or hangover in my bed, just me. Well, I think it is because I'm so explosive right now and why that is I have no idea. I'm a selfteached drawer, and today I succeeded. I made different expressions in the people, and the hardest one -fear and chock.

Talking about expressions, strike a pose but you can't do as many as I did in one night at Almas party.




What the fuck happen?
Well, I was practicing my japanese poses. You know there is a website just with Japanese poses but I?m sorry to say that I don't remember it's name, I'm going to ask my dear friend Elina right away.

So, the thing is there is a thing I want. It is not because I read the book about Slash I want it. It was after I watched a the movie 'Vicky and Christina in Barcelona' which was not such a good movie. To loose the subject, The worst movie I ever watched was 'Dear John' and if there are any one out there who likes this movie I feel sorry for your bad taste in movies. I was thinking about that today, are there anything like bad taste? Everyone just have different taste.
Okey, now we are back. There is a scene in the movie 'Vicky and Christina..' where Penelope Cruz wears a cylinder hat and I want it. I want it so badly that if someone could just tell me where to find one, I'll be in gradetude for the rest of my life. Thank you and goodbye.

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