Working night with a cold

..and it feels like a one of those cold that last forever. And for you easy disgusted people, don't read, but my nose is actually dripping. I was to the parc this week, relaxing in the sun, with my friends and I was saying how lucky I'm since I never get sick, proud as a rooster I got it shoven down my throat. It actually hurts a lot in my throat so literally, yes, I got it shoven down my throat. Now I'm sitting here and sniffling and feeling just really disgusting. I never thought it was this exhausting to be sick. If you get sick often maybe you get used to it and you don't feel so helpless. If you don't know how it feels because it was such a long time ago, you feel helpless. I'm trying to pull myself out of that condition because I don't like feeling helpless and I don't like helpless people.

What is going on in my life is that I'm in a short while going to Mexico city, and hopefully I will be writing more over there. In Barcelona there are not enough exciting things going on besides me working and studying. Now I'm working in the night so I get plenty of time to study and work on my spanish, I have developed but I still have a lot to go. Hopefully my spanish will be 'waay' better when I get home from Mexico. Probably you guys are wondering what I have been doing here if not learning spanish, I'll put it like this, enjoying life. Now I'm kind of bored and understimulated. I learned you need to work on your creativity all the time, push yourself, for me it's impossible unless I have a goal. I wanna learn spanish right now so badly since I'm going to Mexico to meet my boyfriend's family. I wanna communicate and I wanna be fun. Anyhow, I think I will do fine and I don't have any worries yet, but it will come with my stress for travelling. I don't like flying long turns and it makes me feel very stressed. My therapy is to do it and deal with it. I'm going to mexico city in the end of November but first I have to get my tickets ready because the f****** aircompany fucks you as usually. I booked my tickets this friday and now they want me to transfer money because it didn't work. This is how it is all the time with the cheap flights and I can't afford a trustworthy aircompany.

I hope all you guys are doing better then me, and I hope some pills before my sleep will help me out. Next week my friend Elina is coming to Barcelona. This means it's impossible for me to feel like this. She is gonna be here for at least two weeks so I have to have a lot of energy, which I don't have right now. Please recharge me with energy, and don't let my batteries run out now.
I'm going to continue reading blogs on the internet because that is how I'm spending my time, when i finished my work assignment, or looking for recipes for advancing within cooking. I'm feel really warm right now, just from writing, this means im gonna end. Take care, besos.