A promise for New Year's Eve

do not everyone have, the ones who do not have are the ones who know they can not keep a promise and honest enough to themselves to realize it.

Me myself, I never had a promise but this year I do though. I know I'm gonna focus more on myself and what I want with life. Meanwhile the door is gonna be open for my love to join. I applied to a Spanish course on distance and now you probably ask yourself why since I speak Spanish. My grammar is not completely correct neither my vocabulary. I've been on the lazy side more or less, learning it from the street. I don't find any peace here to sit down and study by myself like I did in Barcelona. I speak, and I learn new words everyday that I barely can spell. I still have not got any information whether I will be able to join the class or not since I applied so late.

The next step will be going to some small town in Norway and work and study. The plan is to earn good money for studying in Australia or some other cool country in the future. I still do not know what I wanna study but I'm sure I will realize as soon as I get more time for myself. Now everyday I have someone besides me and it's not always easy to think clear.

The last promise I do wanna make to myself but I'm looking for the will, is to stop smoking. Though it's hard for me to see a moment with a beer without a cigarette, which is my sanctuary more or less. I even have a tattoo on my sway to remind me of when I was sitting totally relaxed on my balcony in Borne, drinking a beer and smoking a cigarette. I wanted to remind myself how peace and harmony feel. A friend of mine founded a nasty moment with the cigarette in order to stop smoking. I think everyone has there own way, I just haven't founded mine yet. You are welcome to share your opinions or ideas about it. I know a major reason for me would be my skin. As well I found it very nasty that in Barcelona on everyone's foto there are a cigarette or two, or a ashtray filled with cigarettes.

Now I'm leaving for the sun, and some breakfast but it's like 1 or 2 something. We need to clean the house for Christmas so we can bring in the tree. I'm wondering to go to the movies to night, but by looking at Kike today I can tell a lot of things want happen today. It's Friday so enjoy it for me. I'm gonna be working tomorrow, so far I have done really good and I hope I will be offered to work more. We will see what the client think, dum dum... I'm out, see you later kids.