About me

umeå, västerbotten, Sweden
Girl who wishes to live in a castle at the mountain Montserrat but probably will stay put in a bigger city for later going in peace on the countryside. Loves to play with words, and pictures, telling stories. My story begins in Umeå and will finish who knows where, since I love waking up in new places.

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måndag 18 april 2011

Right here, right now

I'm doing some investigation on the internet, in order to improve my CV. I know what I want and I want a CV where you can see my personality shining through.

I'm suppose to make a list of places where I wanna work as well, but I can't really think clear. I think the saturday night's-stupidly-staying-outside-til-early-morning has made an impact on me, it was cold. Now I'm suffering from cronicle headache and to make it worst, back- and neckpains. I'm doing my daily exercises but to take away the pain after three years of sleeping in pretty much holes, is harder then I thought. Besides investigating CVs I'm also looking what the pains I'm having right now means, am I having a depression since I'm so tired all the time? is it my backpains that have led to more frecuent headaches and therefore tireness? (to give yourself a diagnosis maybe ain't that smart) I just know I'm freaking bored, and all I wanna do is have a work and I'm doing my homework so I think I deserve a job. I just need to get myself out on the market, and work on my contact networks. This is just for me to read and realize, in sweden things just don't come smoothly on the lucky way, at least not all the time. You'll have to work for it baby, work it.

What happened this weekend, well, I got lost in the drunken swamp. Not that I was super drunk myself but I didn't think clear, and I haven't been doing that for a while. I can't blame myself, after three years in paradise I'm now waking up in the slum without my beloved ones. I'm exaggerating but what I mean is that I'm having a hard time to adjust, mostly because I don't have the understanding for Sweden's bureaucracy or the social rules. Once in a while I always get this little funny feeling that I'm misplaced, or maybe it's insecurity? Now I will take a coffee and try to organize my CV, or study spanish.

/The end

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