Shitty design worker

Without patience you are one of those. I'm one of those but I'm trying to improve myself, everything is possible even for those who were not born with the skills. I've been working for ages just to come up with the perfect banner photo but there are some other examples that I came up with.





Photos: Me in two different tones, harsh and soft. Which one do you like most?

These are just pictures in progress, I've edited them in photoshop and that's all I done so far. I was wondering to learn how to use Illustrator, Dreamweaver and Photoshop so if you have any advices of books, or courses to take online I'll be glad. I've been working with Dreamweaver before but in secondary school, yet, I forgot the foundation of HTML but I'm starting to catch it up again. For you who doesn't know what Dreamweaver is, it's a program to make websites. Again, if you know better programs that are easier to work with, tell me! That's my desperate side talking which is just one of my worst personality features but I've learned to live and cooperate with it. I guess I'm just desperate for inspiration right now.

Everyone is going out tonight besides Sophia because she needs to study and get up to work tomorrow. I'll have to wake up at 6 or something and one night out in Umeå is not worth one day at work with a hangover, maybe. I wish to go, I wish to go so badly but I have to study, I have to paint, I have to go out running to free my mind. Too many things too little time, when did that happen? I've always felt I had all the time in world but now there are so many things I wanna do and they are clashing with eachother. I'll leave you now, goodbye fellows.

/The end