Music handicap

Since I've got here I've been nevertheless without music. First my Ipod mysteriously disappears and secondly spotify stops working (since I'm in Mexico). I was addicted to spotify and now I need to find my music in other ways. Well, it wasn't like I was aware about spotifys conditions so I'll just have to move on. Anyways, I will be here only for two months more, yet with no sparetime and I'm studying like an animal. Even so, I don't get the grades I'm working for. I can't say I was the schools smartest girl, more streetsmart. So, studying all this hours and neglecting all this hours of fun possibilities in this city, where does it bring me? It's interesting, yes, but it doesn't leave me much time to write in my blog, and when I write in my blog I just feel like someone shot me in my head with a shotgun. My head is completely full, and it's not like I get time to reflect. I guess it's just been a long time since I was studying meaning my study techniques are not the best, as well it's a lot harder to study on distance. I wanna breath, I need to learn how to relax, drawing makes me definitely relaxed and designing. One thing is for sure, I'm not gonna work with the world's misery; politics, well, probably it will cross my career since I wanna be a journalist. Or maybe a lot, who knows, but it's another thing to do it in practice then reading books which I'm doing right now. I guess it's gonna pay off in the end (sorry, for boring talking you about my studies but it's pretty much my life right now. Advice: if you do wanna have a life, don't study on distance fulltime).

Btw, I had 3 years of fun in Barcelona so now it's my time to do some hard work in order to do what I wanna do. Life is not always floating around and chilling under a palmtree in the caribbean, however, I'm gonna be there one day. I never wanted life only revolved around my work, I wanna give myself some time to breath in this beautiful world.

So, what happened since Palenque, well, not much and it's not looking like I'm gonna see Creedence tonight since I have a seminarium this night at like 3 oclock, resulting in more studies today. However, I'm planning to go to Miami in the beginning of December to see some friends, woah.

So finally, I don't want you guys to be as music handicapped as me, that's why I'll give you two good music recomendations; killers (a finnish band from the beginning of the 21th century) and Ladyhawke flows through my headphones, here at Starbucks. Goodnight and good-day folks!





Last message: If you have any music recommendations, make a comment! I want some study music. Usually I can't study when there are any noice around but better with music then a baby's screams. Remeber, I'm in Starbucks.


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