Happy christmas and new year!

Right now I'm not having so much flow in my life therefore I´ve been a little bit off. Hey, it's been christmas and my birthday, now I'm 24 and I'm longing to go to Miami more then anything. However, I´m gonna be studying over ther because I don´t finish this course until 18th of january. Then I start studying media- and communication the 23rd of january. This means I don't have a single break what so ever, not even now. I'm making an essay which I have to hand in to my teachers next week, and as well I have a seminar on monday morning at 6 oclock. Next year I wish for a happy and more relaxed year. I've been really stressed and I'm a nightmare when I'm stressed. I haven't got time to do the things that I wanted so I hope there will be plenty of time next year. I wanna design clothes, write (update a little bit more frequently on my blog maybe?), learn how to play the guitar, start writing songs, in spanish (not those slimey love songs). I wanna sketch, illustrate and paint more! I wanna take fabs photos. Wow, there's a lot of things I wanna do but I have to start with finding myself a place to live in my hometown. This year I want be having my stuff in a suitcase, which I´ve been having this whole year. Always on a travelling foot, now I wanna feel like I'm at home. However, I doubt I will feel at home in my hometown, it's too small. Usually I can do two weeks at home and then I just wanna leave directly. This time it´s not possible to escape because I want a career. I will do something creative the time I will have over from not hanging out with my boyfriend and not going to parties. This year is all about me!



Photobooth in Starbucks. I made this fab hat the other night and I love it! I collect hats if you didn´t know I have found some pretty neat ones here in Mexico. How will I carry all my luggage through the world? Well, I´ll just have to learn how to separate myself from my things. Everytime it´s getting easier. Some things have gotten destroyed on the way, I was wearing a red hot dress on christmas which had a small hole but a small hole which my boyfriend fancied to put his finger. Now it's a lot bigger so I might just leave the dress to it's destiny. It's said when you have to leave your favorite pieces but hey they are just things. Worst will be leaving the man I have been with for four years, just think about it. Now I´m gonna continue writing my essay, have a spectacular new year's eve! I still don´t know what I´m gonna do but I guess I´ll sort it out. I did it on my birthday, we were just drinking booze, playing videogames and watching movies. Don´t get me wrong, I love to have moments to celebrate and once again christmas was a success. However, it´s just that they are a little bit over-exaggerated. The hooliday I love most is christmas, on new year´s eve I just wanna get out dancing! I don´t ask for much just for my friends all over the world to have a great new year´s eve. Bye.

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