Goodnight ms Sophia Armstrong

and soon to be good morning lady marmalade. Tonight I actually made some of my favorite marmalade to put on my toasts and it´s kiwi marmalade. It´s so easy that you don´t even need a recipe, all you need is a couple of kiwis, some sugar and a little bit lemon and mix it all in a saucepan. It´s gonna be lovely to eat something else then the microwave-stired porrige I make every morning. I thought of wakening up to make tasty smoothies and doing yoga several days now but since I like to sleep in the mornings and wake up just before I go to school it hasn´t been happening, neither has I been exercising. I´m just wondering to turn myself in to a morningperson like I was before, but then I was both a late night- and morning person. Guess I can´t compare my 18-yearold self to my 24-yearold self, things are changing slowely.

My week didn´t start off so well at monday morning when we had the seminarium and we were delievered failure after failure in our essay. I have felt a little bit disappointed about my performance lately and I also felt like I have let down my essay-partner. I´ve been so unfocused ever since I got home from Miami and I who thought it wouldn´t be possible since life here is nothing but fun-ass-hell. I thought I was gonna have a lot of time to do my stuff, which I had, but I´ve been unfocused by certain reasons. Maybe I should see a therapist to get it off my chest, or maybe I just talk to friends. I haven´t been having too much time either for doing such, hanging out with friends, meeting new people, I guess I should be doing that in school but now when I´m in another place in brain and soul, I´m just longing to leave this place soon. I should be more focused about here and now, because that´s where I am and I have one and a half year to go. This weekend it´s eurovision song contest but if I´m guessing right I´ll probably have to study. I´m gonna try to find some time to get out and put some glitter on my cheeks (and maybe even take some photos ;), never been really into eurovision but every moment you can find for a great party are worthwhile. Now I need to go and brush my teeth and get a good night of rest before I go to the library tomorrow to continue on my essay. I send you all my love, take care and goodnight.

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