Good, bad and Rude excuses to live free: Hurry curry!

I only have like three minutes to go to make a poster here on my blog. Later on I need to be studying and doing my things like I haven´t been doing them for quite a while. I recieved some bad info from the university saying that I´m reserve on every course I have applied for. I mean, I want my bachelor in media and communication and in order to get it I need to fill up at least one and a half year of things I want to study. The problem wasn´t finding the things I wanted to study, but that people doesn´t have anything to do here in Sweden besides studying. Every year it´s a new record on how many applicants there are here in university, and the pressure is high, so it is on me. I have applied for two journalist courses, one webdesign and graphical form and as well some creative writing (I was wondering to do some copywriting as well, and foto). Since nothing is for sure I´m concidering making a late applicantion for some other courses, among other, political science B (I have already read the A course), civics A or socialpsycology A. All these courses are completely out of my area (I wanted to do the more practical part of writing since I lost my inspiration and I need a push right now), but it´s interesting and it´s something I can use in the terms of journalism. Okay, now I´ve exceeded those three minutes but now you maybe understand under what pressure I´m in for. I haven´t heard anything from the journalistprogramme, and I´ll have to call them this week (been saying that for a while since I have it hard taking a refusal). I just don´t want this to be the next great fall of Sophia Åström. Seriously, this year I sacrificed love for my future but I guess it ain´t suppose to be easy. I´ll just have to struggle. So, now I´m gonna read some spanish, the sun hasn´t been out for a long time in my town, meaning perfect study weather. I might just go outside and read, wish there was a hammock to lay down in and some lemonade, I might just do some later on today. This weekend I haven´t been easy on myself, and the week coming right up I´m gonna be working 100% and studying 50% so I want have any time for reflect or defect. I need to be focused which I haven´t been for a while now. I just felt like screaming "fuck it" and kicking things around me. However, I solved it with keeping myself busy and talking to good friends and family. Thank you friends and family. And thank you blog for giving me this luscious space to express myself. Now I give you a picture from the sunnytimes in Umeå, though it was a little bit chilly on the beach. This is me and my family on the beach. Good day!