Conclusion: This year has been a rough year

but who haven´t had a rough year? I never thought it would  be easy to move back to my hometown from Spain. I never thought it would be easy to find an apartment or a job. And i certainly wasn´t prepared that many relations would have their ends. But here I am and I´ve been in kind of a dark hole since we broke up, me and my ex-boyfriend. And I found myself even deeper in this hole when I had two friendships draining out of my hands. This whole year has been a long sad story. Anyways, enough about me. How is it possible since this blog is about me? lol.

I´m at my parents house, went out last night and now im having a night inside, just chilling and trying to prepare myself mentally to study like hell tomorrow. I haven´t been studying for two weeks and I have big examinations coming right up. I need to come up with a technical product that will make life as a commuters easier.

This weekend it´s been halloween but I didn´t go to a halloween party, sadly. But I went to some bar since it was my first weekend in a very long time I wasn´t working or doing anything in particular. Next weekend I will work and I´m worried about my studies and finding an apartment. My landowner told me today that I can still change my mind, but I really don´t wanna live in a basement anymore. Next week I have to go to different companies and charming their buts off! hehe.

Take care.