I think I´m bigger and older then I actually am

Unconciously. It´s funny when you think about it. I Always buy bigger clothes, not because I think I´m fat, maybe because I´m planning to get fatter. Not really. It´s all about comfortability which comes with ageing. I hate it when those clothes are extremly close to my skin, then I prefer being naked or at least wear less clothes. God, I miss really hot weather, to sweat and walk around in bikini. I might just have to wait for quite a while since it´s december and we just had our first snow now. I´ll probably start skiing or at least something gotta be done to put some speed on this winter.

What happened since last time? Not much, I´ve been troubling with my schoolwork trying to figure out have to make a article analyze. It´s not something I haven´t done before, I just wanna get it right this time. I had problems with my studies, finding focus and getting the tools I need to perform. Sadly, this assignment ate up a lot of my time and my weekend. Besides that I was just chilling with friends and cozyness. Easy as that!

Christmas is coming right up and I´m not buying any presents. I´m not gonna be a part of the commercialization. Maybe I make some christmas bakery. However, I´m putting the christmas stress on halt because there are a lot more important things right now. Some serious shit maan, or something. 

Now I´m gonna finish up and then I´m heading out to walk this winterland. Bye.