About me

umeå, västerbotten, Sweden
Girl who wishes to live in a castle at the mountain Montserrat but probably will stay put in a bigger city for later going in peace on the countryside. Loves to play with words, and pictures, telling stories. My story begins in Umeå and will finish who knows where, since I love waking up in new places.

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onsdag 6 februari 2013

Looking for new places to go to

Malaga, London, New York, I´m so longing til I have more time and money to go. This summer I will do some interrailing in Europe and before that I´m planning to go to Norway to own some money. Yeah, you need that as well sometimes. Though, I´m worried about going to Norway, don´t wanna fall into the party routine and just waste my money on liquor. Ever since I got sober, hehe, sounds like I´ve been drunk for years, I´ve been getting back my urges for doing my things.

I´ve been neglecting my interests, and myself. But for what, for love, for friendship, for work and studies? It´s ostensible. I always knew that love comes and goes, therefore never paid any bigger attention to it. Though, it came to me as a shock when friends you´ve been really close to, stops carrying cause they founded something greater in life, boyfriend, another life or whatever it is. They move on. Period. I guess I´ll just have to do the same, not in that straight line of life but just get over it.

Yeah, more writing for myself again I guess. This blog can be working as a good ventilation. Right now I´m listening to the radio trying to find some new music. I had one day's break from my studies and it was great. I´ve been so washed up with my studies and work that I´ve been making some, might call, irrational choices. I haven´t even got time to reflect about them. Now when I had some time off, I lifted my gaze from my schoolbooks, I got aware of these irrational choices and I´ve dealt with it. Now I´m gonna sleep very well. Goodnight.


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