Hello friends and lovers, yeah, I know my title is not really so inviting for reading, unless you like to dig yourself down in peoples misery and feel a lot better yourself. No, I guess mine is not that bad. It´s just been a tough week or months of studies, and my teachers hasn´t always been so helpful. I guess that´s how it´s suppose to be studying at the university, they leave it all up to you to figure out. Now not everyone is like that of course. I had to do a re-exam like two times, the same exam two days in a row because I didn´t understand the instructions of the test. I´d asked but the only answer I was giving, you´ll find all your answers in your books. How will I found my answers on the instructions on my course literature? Anyways, I hope so badly to pass this exam and then I´m reconcidering to skip the course if it will continue like this. ThenI want to put all my energy on design and illustrating, those things that makes me happy which are not theories and philosophic old dudes in international relations. Well, I think it´s interesting of course, or else I wouldn´t take the course, but it´s just that I´m a slow reader and since we have sooo much to read, I barely finish but I don´t get any time to reflect over the things I´m reading. Yawn yaaawn, yeah, I´m tiring myself blabbering about this. Anyways, after failing my exams I didn´t find my carkeys and I was really wondering to go skiing, and then of course it sucks to loose the carkeys since it´s not my car. This weekend I was out and I might have had that little key in my loose pockets, yeah, those pockets of my jacket are to loose things. Now I´ll just have to travel to get a sparekey, to my uncle's place. I feel stupid as hell since it was his car, but it will be all alright. I just think that you should care for things you borrow from people, and not get wasted and loose them. If that´s what happened since I don´t remember anything since sunday because I´ve been having my head down in the books. Books are not healthy, you loose your social skills and your memory if you read too much.
So now to my turn of this week, it´s only one week left til I go to Barcelona for easter holiday! Though we don´t have holiday at the university. I´m gonna start reading for next course next week, so I´ll be prepared, if I´m gonna continue the other course that will say. What more, well, I went to the center today in a search of a place to document for an assignment that should have been handed in yesterday but I was sure that it was tomorrow. It said something different in my calendar, though. However, I went to the old train station where I was just sitting and studying everything, and it was so calming in that old building! It´s from the 19th center and oh yes it has soul! I didn´t even know it was open, last time I was there was like 10 years ago when it was a hamburger restaurant. Now it´s just a waiting room. Anyways, I was sitting there, with my camera, looking out of the big windows, watching the blue sky and the clouds trying strangle the sun. It looked very springy but it´s supercold outside right now, cold antarctic winds I tell you! So I was sitting there, watching some mum with her children and studying the place for 15 minutes. There I found this old man with a harmonica, I was there with my camera and he tells me I hope you´re not taking photos of me, I told him not to worry. I sneakily did, and a illustration, I wonder what he would have thought about that? someone random making a illustration of him, haha. It´s called hjärnvägsstationen or the brainstation (yeah, I should correct the title on my artwork and yeah I could have put some more detailing into it with the brickwalls if I´d had more time) since it was really healing to just sit there after this week. Tomorrow I´m gonna eat breakfast with my girls, I´m longing, but before I have to get some sleep so Goodnight.
The brainwaystation.
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