Today I´m nervous

tomorrow I´ll be bored. Not a lot has been happening here besides it´s been raining forever, I don´t mind the rain but if it´s raining every day I do mind. I do mind even more when I don´t have an umbrella and I need to run off to some interviews, but now I have one before I´ll go. So I´m happy. It´s nice to walk in the rain if you have an umbrella, or without, jsut as long as you´re not going to a jobinterview. My hair is a mess anyways, even if I have an umbrella, so I can´t do much better. I´ve been walking the streets today giving my CV but it seems like most of the people already have full house til summer. I was a little bit too late as always, every summer it´s the same, I should have been going out, handing in my CV before. Here I´m two weeks later, no job, and soon no money, just another success. No, but I´m sure everything will get better. I just been dreaming more or less since I got here, going out with friends, sketching (!), looking at art (think I´ll go to a museeum this sunday with Elina), this is what I need, this is what everyone need, a break in life ones in a while. However, can´t keep it up because I want to go interrailing this summer so badly. I also wanna see my ex-boyfriend so soon, I´m a shame of myself saying this. I miss him, but I guess I miss him cause nothing better has come along the way. Well, actually a lot of nice goods have come along the way, but I´m not feeling it. Few times have I felt something, and that feeling is very specific, I can feel my blood running a lot faster and it´s like my world is on speed. Probably I´ll just end up as a bachelorette, my mother has even already given up, not nagging my ass about boys. That´s nice, I like it. I´ve been taking a lot of photos, I´ll puyblish them later, now I´ll have to call to make a meeting, it´s about a job. Then I´m going home to study my ass off. I´m making a brochure for a fictive company, it´s fun sometimes, but my choice of company wasn´t the best. Have a good day!

 

Satisfied with my eyeliner and my look today, I go to an interview.