The best ideas..

..comes to me in the morning, when my thoughts are sort of everywhere and nowhere. At least Im not thinking in the same track, about what I should do with my life. I've been like a broken LP, playing the same tunes of my life over and over.

Yesterday I had my last day at my work. And I havent found anything else yet, this due to my lack of experience within the area of communication which I have a bachelor degree in, just as many other do. Yess, there are hundreds of them graduating in Sweden every year, which I cant understand thinking about how the worksituation looks right now.

While many of my classmates where getting experience and creating networks during studies, I was working extra so I didnt have to take loans. Im proud over myself, always working so hard.

However, we are many communicators fighting for the few positions coming out, and for one who has no experience its impossible. Either I have to start grassroot which was my plan at my last employee, or I have to do volonteer work. Since I was there one year nagging my ass off and nothing happened, I decided to quit. Nagging is not my specialty, but I know you need to show urself at ur best. Not that Im that type that wants to put myself out there, so my "nagging" is kind of vague I guess.

So now I need to get experience starting either grassroot at another company or volonteer work. Im scared of contacting companys, talking to them, creating a need they didnt know about. But as my finding-job-and-experience plan seems clearer, and my urge of writing and getting experience gets bigger, the fear doesnt seem so dauting. This year coming up, will be about facing my fears and about visualizing my future. As a writer.

My first step will be to get a list of interesting companys that can be in a need of help with written content and communication plans. Im also gonna learn how to use certain tools that everyone is asking knowledge about, gonna make a list of them as well. Its weird how you are suppose to know how to do everything these days, when all I want to do is just write and be a nerd about languages. Guess I should have done my degree as a language counselor.

Anyways, starting my first day as workfree, dont like the sound of unemployed, with some great breakfast that surely brings some christmas feelings, porrige with orange, cinnamon, and some grapefruit syrup. Love this combo. Good day folks!