This blogg has become

Something rather boring that Im almost prepare to kill it, but that almost feels like killing a part of me.

Maybe its interesting to hear about my emotional life, maybe someone can relay to It. Hopefully I can discover it fully, with my words.

So maybe its not that boring, just less about my partylife, since its pretty much non-existent. And how interesting is it really to read about some girl's everyday life? Me sending CVs like crazy, but mostly dealing with the doubts of life and blaming it on other things that are not going so well in my life. Like my relations in life.

Maybe If I just could get one focus in life, just a hint, but right now I wanna do everything. Reading about philosophy, herbs, photograpy, yup, to sum it up pretty much about everything that is interesting in life, which is pretty damn much. Instead of reading so much, I should be writing music and words to my heart. Maybe just go out and see the world for a bit. I do it, but not really. Im here, but Im not here. Closing up, and feeling numb. Like I dont wanna feel anymore. With these words Im saying goodnight and hope to blog some fun and shallow stuff soon, like selfies and outfit pictures. Maybe there will be some awesome pictures from this weeks big finale, supposely a cocktailparty but there are no invitations yet, probably it will be a improvised one, those are the best! Goodnight.