Two months, and no job

Thought it was gonna be more depressing, but I'm doing alright. Went to a interview last week for a marketing assistant job. Don't know If its a match since I never done something like that before. I just wanna do something I truly wanna do, stay true to myself and following my way.

I don't know why, but I just always had a feeling that I probably will be a writer or artist, telling stories of my life. It's just that I'm maturing very slowly. The thing that scares me are my dips, and how it effects my creativity negative. I wished I could just learn how to canalize it, but for someone who are not very familiar to ones emotional life it's darn hard.

Im starting to feel a bit more pressure getting a job. And following my promise about not being scared, and keep on challeging myself, learning new things all the time. Thought I was gonna feel a lot more lonely, not having a job, and comrades. Yes, sure Im spending a lot time by myself, but I don't feel lonely.

Not my reflective self today, just more like sit and watch. Had a night out with the girls last night. So now I'm just watching some good old movies, there is nothing like them old black and white movies. Right now watching Who is afraid of Virginia Wolf.

Photo from last night, very serious girls. Sometimes you just need to be a bit unserious in life.