Good, bad and Rude excuses to live free: Now in death..

.. haha, well no, actually I'm feeling pretty good after a refreshing shower and some new clothes. I fall asleep in my clothes this night after being out partying. Yupp, once again sophia defied her boundaries and she had actually a lot of fun with her class. I hope to put up some pictures soon as possible after they are spread at facebook. Facebook have never been an option for me til I moved to Barcelona because it's the best way to keep in touch with your friends from other countries. It's not like msn messenger because by some reason it's frequently doesn't work as it's supposed to and as well my e-mail. Sometimes it's just say "your password seem to be incorrect" or you a new page saying this page can't be shown. I don't know because this happens at the same time when it doesn't work to log online on messenger. I guess Skype is the "in-thing" right now and I actually created a account now so search for my e-mail: Sophia_904@hotmail. Well, I thought it was going to be for free, well, at least more cheapern then 2 sek for each minute calling to Spain. But now I know you clever little stupid girl that you have to talk with someone who has a skype account as well but what is the difference talking through msn and skype? The sound is better? I don't know but now I have a Skype account so I can talk world-wide!

Anyways, about last night it was pretty funny just in the way to the party. I was called hundred of times because the thought was that after I took my pictures (you'll see later) I was going to arrive to the party fulled dressed for the party. But no one answered so I thought, well, goooood it seems to be a pretty loud party and I guess I can excuse my self to go to sleep then. But the calls arrived in nine and still I wasn't in a mood. I was over at my sister's place instead and then I got back home and take off all my make-up. At 11 oclock one of my classmate Madde overcome the mission of brining Sophia to the party. I was on my way to the club totally sober and I couldn't find the club even though I have been living in this city for 19 years now my 20th. I was speaking to some drunk guy on the streets and I called Elin but once again the party was to loud for them to answer the fucking phone. I called my sister which is of course always ready to answer. She was drunk as well so I reached my phone to the drunk guy because I figured that they might speak the same language. No one knew and I was stuck til I met a couple I start speaking with and I comment that it's pretty far back home because you are from here right. This girl answers me that she is not but she knew where this club was! God, I was so embarrased and I moved my lame brain to the corner were the club was. I fight myself inside because this is a club only for students and you as a student can buy very cheapern beer there for around 2 euros. This is extremely cheapern compairing to other clubs were they cost almost 6 euros or something. About my war to get inside, you have to have a card were it says that you are a student but I don't have mine since we had problems with signing in to the university. I show my paper were it shows that I got a official e-mail adress from this university so it was even the admission answer from the university. I had to do this, convince them, two times in one night since I went to two clubs in the university area in hopes of seeing my bigger sister but I guess she got too drunk.

Well, I'm going today into the city to apply for some jobs because I need to have a job. I'm going to Barcelona propably in january because I need to finish my school. I will be there maybe for half a year studying spanish once again because I don't get enough time to study here. Then I might stay in Barcelona or I move more southern to Sweden were it is a little bit more warmer. That is my plan so far and I have consult a university more southern in Sweden. We'll se what happens but I just want some kind of plan and I like back-up plans as well. But soon I need to do something more impulsive and god I'm going to visit places this time in Spain and maybe go out travelling not just in Spain but go by train through Europe. Then I hopefully will be back satisfied to sweden to finish my studies. I think I'm scared because my plans were to study in Spain but I know it's better to have a swedish education so.. but I might change my mind. That's my thing, changing my mind, be manipulated by someone. Well, I'm looking forward to this half-year of studies at least because there are some really good people in my class. People are from everywhere and that is what I like and last night it felt like a lower secondary school party. The music was great and I wasn't that drunk. It was fun watching drunk idiots and guys trying to flirt with you. Do you really think a almost sober girl wants to dance with a completly drunk guy? Maybe if you offer me a beer, well, a lot of beers, and to yourself so you fall asleep in some corner of the club. This happens, people falling asleep in the clubs, haha, and actually it happened here in Umeå at our sports bar Olearys. But I guess I'm the best at falling asleep at parties and being a victim of these crimes (see pictures below). I want to do something like this but it is to evil in my eyes. Sophia is just a little angle who is just about to spread her wings.. hahaha, not looking like a angel in this picture though.

The story behind it is that my friend Caroline wrote with mascara on my stomack Baby and with her professional skills in talking photoshoots she made me look pregnant. But for every laugh they had for this picture I'm putting up this one but it is not as bad and some other funny pictures. I'm going to find the worst pictures starting now. I need to start using my digitalcamera and now people can comment if they wish me to destroy some pictures. Even better is if people can produce me some of their worst pictures and put the links on comments. Give everyone a laugh and you help people live longer. Going into the city now.