Friday night..

..is a very relaxing night, sitting at work tonight and since everyone seems to be out, and not online on messenger, is this going to be a very boring night. That will say til early in the morning when people gets back home drunken and wants to speak, hehe. It's so quiet here at work today
and it will be like that the whole weekend - me and kicki are the only ones at work. It's nice though but we already watch all the Tv-shows you can watch online and watching movies, hm, always ends ups in watching this worst movies ever. We watched Confessions of a shopaholic, which my good friend Ryan recommended, but god, the actresses was the worst ever, and it was so stupid, I know being a shopaholic is a serious matter but they just made a joke out of it seriously. I have problems with shopping, at least I had, I thought everything with discount. Now it is like when I really want something I get this special feeling, it's just like that with everything, haven't had that feeling for a long while though.

Other feelings I can have, which I think can be a little bit pschychic, and can give me a lot of problem as well, is that I have this intuation that tells me when something bad is about to happen. The first time I got robbed in Barcelona, which happened like I was going to withdraw money and they took it directly from my hands, it was early in the morning, still dark and rainy. I got a feeling before but I didn't trust it. It happened again, but this time it was someone else walking next to me, I was lucky that time. I started to believe in this feelings and got pretty scared, espcially for my flight going back home to Sweden since it had just been a airplane crash in Madrid with the same flightcompany.

God, I need to chill down. But I do believe in energies, and when I'm having these feelings it feels a little bit like it can affect and actually make bad things happen. I should just try not to think so much. I sound crazy, but it happens to me a lot actually.

Anyways, I'm so looking forward for tomorrow because then me and kicki are going to make a special bread- We were suppose to make it tonight before work but since I didn't know what baking powder was in spanish it was hard to explain for the clerk what exactly I wanted in the shop. Well, now I know it's polvo de hornear, at least thats what google translation tells me but it's not always correct.

Marc is coming over tomorrow, I think, he told me it yesterday and he who says that I'm always forgeting my friends. Anyways, we will see since he is out partying tonight and propably he will be sleeping the whole day like always, but I made this bread special for you so let's just hope you will be at my place at 2.00 am.

Anyways, I still need to find someone, one that are good at making draws, that can make a pinuppa that looks like me. I want to do this next week, maybe not the tattoo cause my mind needs to be prepared and my body for the pain.

I was just writing tonight not that I have anything funny to say, just because I have nothing to do, sometimes my words are on fire and sometimes, well, must of the time I'm just lazy. I need to find some dicipline, but mostly inspiration for my stories, and my thoughts.
Enjoy your friday night!

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