About me

umeå, västerbotten, Sweden
Girl who wishes to live in a castle at the mountain Montserrat but probably will stay put in a bigger city for later going in peace on the countryside. Loves to play with words, and pictures, telling stories. My story begins in Umeå and will finish who knows where, since I love waking up in new places.

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måndag 13 april 2009

FIRE and karma headbands

Yes, this is one of those days when I like to kill myself pretty much, don't go on a afterwork when your suppose to work this night, I'm completely tired. I'm drinking my supersize cola 0.75 L trying to stay awake because we have no coffee, not that I drink coffee but these times I need it. We eat a supersize meal from Burger King as well and my belly is swallen and it feels like my UTI (urinary tract infection) is coming back to me, propably it's just psychological because I haven't done anything besides staying in a warm bed this whole week when it's been raining. Tomorrow we are planning to go to the beach, and I'm going to play volleyboll, with my recently made headband, from the leftovers I had from knitting my sweather (No, it's not finished). I put up some pictures later on my hippie outfits, it's very cute. Hum, I made some for my friends as well that has to make promise that they will always wear it, even in the summer, when they are being at the playa, swimming in the sea, out partying, doesn't matter the occasion, Sign up if you want one but then you need to make the promise (and you might have to do it yourself). It's karma and I need to improve my karma, I was just about to smoke my last cigarette this night which is stupid because this night will be long (8 hours work more, then freedom), well, anyways, and I almost put fired on my eyelashes and eyebrown. I knew it could happen cause it almost happen before when I was walking from Burger King, even though I didn't do any changes.

Well, I'm like a baby tonight, with my bad stomach, my crying, burping and ferting. Seriously, and we went to a afterwork this morning at some friends, thought we would go home but we never left, we were there til 1-2 oclock and we fall asleep and wake up in the evening at 7 oclock. Yes, we slept like four hours and we have only ourselves to blame, but I get so easily irritated when I'm hangover, not that fun to hang out with me. I just need to find energy to stay up tomorrow, to go to the beach and get tanned, because it's more important then my health. Ouch, shouldn't have said that, but I guess I have to sleep on the beach, we will go there directly in the morning, bringing my camera to make silly movies and take pictures, and relax of course! I was suppose to bring the camera this night, so I could put up the videos from when I made the tattoo, but since my brain aint function proper, I forgot. We were suppose to make a work-out video as well, promoting the crosstrainers, and my fancy headbands/sweatbands made of yarn. They are really pretty! Well, I'm even too tired for writing, I could just lay my head slowly and I would fall asleep directly but no, I have to work. I will take my lunchbreak for sleeping, because I need it.




Hey, listen up!

The sounds with Fire is a pretty good song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Z9VGN5n3fI



Some more artists worth listening to:
  • Gentleman
  • Matisyahu
  • The roots
  • OuterSpace
  • Jedi Mind tricks
  • The killers
relaxation for my ears!
(Anyone who has some good suggestions for British music?)




Some watchable movies, Hey writing these lists for my own sake so I know what movies to watch in the future (God, I'm longing for my new computer):
  • Blood in, Blood out
  • Kidulthood
  • The Animal (I love Rob schneider)
  • Scarface (If I have nothing to do, seen it millions times)
...I'm out ideas! I like mafia (British, russian) movies (Raw!) so if you have any suggestions here as well please fill out my blanks.




I talked to my mother yesterday, on work, she said that my tattoo was huge and I promised not to do anything stupid again, hehehe. Once you make a tattoo you will make many of them. I'm going to make my roses as soon as possible, probably after the summer, need to get tanned now, that's my body's purpose. I don't know what's wrong with the people tonight, they are all such a stoneys, is that effect Easter has on people? getting wasted? It's like getting wasted on christmas time, which I think is really unnecessary. God, I feel like getting wasted tonight as well, everyone is so fucking rude tonight, I hate rude people, why do you have to be rude for someone that is just a nice numbers indicate. Well, I'm just going to die now, because there are no meaning with life! yes, people, you who wonders what the meaning is, there are no, besides making karma headbands to improve your karma and give you a grateful life. Yes, I'm in a pretty much bad mood, I want to stay at home watching a movie tonight and hugging someone, because I need it, hugs and kisses for everyone because it makes you in a better mood, and some nice words, and maybe some sex. Enough! I'm getting quite crazy over here, I don't have anything to do, I want to do something, but I don't have the energy to do it, it's a very circulating situation that makes me frustrated as well. Right now I'm thinking a lot about going out traveling, where I'm heading for in the autum, I'm speaking with people and all the time I get new ideas, I wonder though for someone to follow me, at least in South America since it can be pretty dangerous, and in Mexico. I want to go to Mexico now as well, after having our afterwork at some mexican friends, yes, he was saying it was a dangerous place, but as well that it's beautiful. I want to go to beautiful places that don't smell like shit, like Barcelona does.

I feel a little bit on low battery now, and stressed, tomorrow we are going out as well, probably, we will see how I'm going to have time and energy to do everything, if I have my siesta (fiesta!) then I will be cool I guess. I'm so hoping for playing volleyball tomorrow, and i'm longing for the day at the beach, to get tanned and later go back home to have a rest, take a shower, and someone to cook some good food for me. I've been eating really bad this week, it shows, my skin, how my body feel, my stomach! I'm going to have a spa night tomorrow, or some day this week, to refresh myself, and I need to help a friend as well, a very special one. There are few of my special friends, but they are even more special because of that! What if you had thousands of them, then it wouldn't be as funny.

My confessions is that I haven't been that nice lately, I'm apologizing if someone had a horrible encounter with my moodswings because they can be pretty horrifying when I'm in 'The period of the month'. I'm getting better now, like if it was a sickness, but it can be pretty much, since I can be such a bitch! Maybe some shopping and sun, beach can raise my mood, I need some happy people around me as well, fucking Swedish sad and Grey people! not all of you though.

Manu Chau is playing tonight, here. It's very relaxing, Kicki sometimes knows best. Now I'm going to rest my baby phat fingers, they are actually pretty chubby. My arms are like spaghetti, and my head like a stone. I need to give them a rest as well, Goodnight Mr, Mrs, Ms, horny teenagers! (Have you ever experienced your chest itching, more the nipples? Well, mine do!)

P.S. Can't stop writing, hehe, I have some questions, but first a promise, I'm going to put up the movies this week, everyone! And now To my question - do you think blog posts are too long? Cause this was suppose to be a short one. D.S.

/ End, baby!

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