Feeling mysterious

because I have so many thoughts of mine but I guess that is just normal. I got home to Barcelona a couple of days ago and now I am living in the salon of my ex-apartment that I still have mother-feelings for. It was my first real apartment because I always moved into people`s places but this apartment I was renting from a friend. It is nice but it is not situated in the best area of Barcelona, Raval. I am gonna do some time here and now I will move over to Sweden the 14th of February doing my things and try to think a little bit about myself. I haven't done that for a while but it doesn't matter right now.

My story is that time had an end in Mexico and I got home. I was having mixed feelings about it since I really like Mexico. I got home and I never felt as bored as I do over here but again I have all my lovely friends. I have been enjoying every single bit of my life til now and now I'm gonna do some dirty work. I am gonna see what opportunities I have talking about what I wanna study and where I wanna do it. You always can combine your studies with what you wanna do and make it work, I just need some guidance. What I wanna do is to write and illustrate, or maybe graphical design, I wanna cook and I wanna dance, I wanna go to a choir, maybe play some sports or make exercises. I wanna learn languages. I wanna stop smoking. I wanna learn how to take photos. I don't wanna work. I guess it says it all.

I am medium slow tonight and I don't really have anything to say of importance. I had a hat-party this week where everyone had to wear a hat. We were all the crew but I still could not put my mind in to party. My mind is somewhere else and I don't like to be distracted from life but I just have to accept that. I even have problems with spelling right now and its not because I just came home from a really nice dinner with friends and drinks. In these days I just cant think about anything else then you so what do I do? I'm definitely going for a shopping-round tomorrow but just to buy my self a nice long skirt or dress and there is a hat I wanna found. First Im gonna pass by the market Los encantes but first I need to wake up at 7.30 AM to get myself ready. If I don't find my dress there then I'm going to H&M to buy one I saw on the sale. After that I probably take a run to the park Montjuic.

I painted my nails like ice cream or candy and everytime I look at them I get happy. Good for me that I'm not a nail-biter and love candy. This is my saying good night because I will try to make ice cream. A ice cream to recommend is vanilla con la galleta Orio. I'm heading for a good night of sleep and I hope you follow my example because tomorrow starts another week. Goodnight lovers.