Publicity..

..is my felizicity. This is what I've been up to since I got back home (I guess I could be writing here as well, soon comes my excuses).

I wrote a report about the fashion here in Umeå and it was more fun this time because I had a real camera to take photos with. Not that I'm a professional, yet, I wish someone could teach me. Then again, it's just a temporary camera because it's my sister's.

Enough about me and more about my article, here you can read it: Reporte de moda: Suecia

Besides that I've just been hanging out with my family and some friends. I've got some kind of retard-syndrom since I got back and I can't write in english neither in spanish. I've been so tired as well, and sick but non of these are good excuses. What happened, did I loose my power? I'm having peps-talk with myself every night but when I wake up in the morning it feels like my brain is hanging loose. It feels like it's going out of the nose with everything else. Okay, I'm having a cold so maybe I shouldn't be so hard on myself.

This weekend I was out with my friends and it was so cool halfway til I accidentally ended up in a discussion. My family tells me to stop being cocky but here in Sweden people say nothing. I can see why I always had a hard time with friends but I don't wanna be someones doormat.

Back to the good times, I was with my childhoodfriends Tove and Matilda. I tried a new argentinian wine because it sounded interesting with elements of butterschotch. Not a hit on my list! It was disgusting so I was happy that Tove brought along the good-old-wine-box.

I ended the night when I was in my "best stage" because I thought from here the night want get better. It's like that with most of the things in life probably, end it when you are on the top or you might crash and burn.

I need to sleep badly because I'm going to the library to study. I have applied to the scholastic aptitute test and I will make it in April probably. I also need to study spanish and apply for works, I just need to stop being so god damn lazy. I embrace the pressure I can get right now because staying in this enviroment (I'm living in my parents house) doesn't bring me any good. Well, apart from nice meals and company but it feels I'm getting a little bit too much of the nice fruit. Time to sleep now but it's hard.. all my ideas come to me at night. Sweet dreams to ya!

/The end