I'm glad

because I got to speak to my lover this weekend but in between I'm a little bit disappointed. I got turned down by the school, this is the second time I'm getting turned down this year. First it was my spanish studies and now my bartendering skills, where am I heading in life? and can I ever get a confirmation for the good things I've done in life and for friends?

Then again, I had it pretty easy til now, and ain't life just a tough little rascal sometimes. The sweet life is a slippery little rascal and it can slip out of your palms so fast. Kids, you are probably interested about what I'm going to do now. At this very moment I'm going to study independent, for the SAT and Spanish, I'm going to be looking for work all over the world. I need to study Spanish properarly, that means in a university. I need to write and illustrate more. I need to get rid of the back pain I got since this weekend by probably swimming, but I want a masseur. Now when I think about it I need to wax my legs as well.

I'm just wondering to pack my bags and just leave as soon as I've done my SAT and made a plan for my Spanish. Go to Norway and work my butt off, own some nice money so you can spend a nice summer before pulling your sack together and start doing some seriously studying. I wanna do interrail in Europe, I wanna see the world. There are a lot of 'I wanna' but I'm not seeing my fat ass moving besides when I'm doing my exercises these days. Well, at least I'm doing some kind of movement. I know this poster doesn't make any sense for you but it's just a little reminder for me because I easily forget my purpose, as well to keep you updated. Now, food, then relax, afterwards study again. Kisses and hugs.

Oh yeah, Thank you for a great saturday Ewe and Krille, I definitely got lost in the night, in a good way.

/The end