I'm unreasonably mad

that's why I'm deciding to stay inside even though how I wish to go outside and meet some new people, and just forget about certain things. Yes, this is one of my mysterious poster where I'm writing in codes. I guess the whole idea of the blog is letting people know how I feel but I ain't going to get that deep. This weekend is for me to sleep and recharge my batteries for a week coming up with work and studies. I wanna paint as well but for the moment my parents are renovating their kitchen so all the stuff is in my room and everywhere, I have pretty much nowhere to go.

I probably just watch a movie tonight, I have to spanish movies on my computer that I have been wondering to watch for a long time. It's "Selena" with fabolous Jennifer Lopez (or not) and "The motorcycle diaries" (org. tit. Diarios de motocicleta). I guess that will do for a friday when I have just arrived from Barcelona. From Barcelona directly to the playa af Umeå more or less. I got home at 1 oclock in the day and then I went to the beach with my family. I thought, I need to wash away my anger or cool myself down. I guess I need to tell you what happened anyways or else this poster wouldn't make any matter.

I was having a pleasent vaccation in Barcelona, however, a little bit too calm for my taste but I was happy to see my friends again. Overall it was okay but I noticed quickly that Barcelona is definitely a closed chapter for me. I got high on life in Barcelona before but this time I didn't. It was the same. After days at the beach and nights with beer I was going home but I had to bring my suitcase and backpack to Estacion del norte which is pretty much on the other side of the city from where I was. It was 03.30 AM so I booked a cab to bring me there but this fucking cab started the rate at 5 euros, fair, since I knew about it. We started having a talk about where I was going and he told me he was charging me while we were speaking. I get furious, of course, so I throw at him a 5 euro bill in order to let me out and give me my bags. I figured I walk over there, without sleeping and tipsy. In the end I got home to Sweden saftely, without any problems with Ryanair –I guess I'm lucky.

After enjoying a really nice pizza with fillet of beef I'm now going to bed. Tomorrow I need to do exercise and clear my mind. There is nothing clear in my mind right now. I'm actually quite sad and I just wanna kick something or scream. Then again I don't really have the energy today, it has been a loong day. I haven't slept since yesterday night so goodnight fellas. P.s. pictures from Barcelona coming up d.s.

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