Selena the movie

Not another good movie, this means 0/5. I had it with Jennifer Lopez and her acting. It's cool if you try to be everything –an actor, a singer and a dancer but it's rare you manage as good at every levels. Not that I like her singing nor acting maybe dancing. I don't like her giggling personality as a actor which comes up as very unserious and fourteeny (meaning she acts like she is fourteen).

I'm still furious so I'm going out running wishing it will all go away. Probably I go in to the center to get my schoolbook and to do some studying this weeked. That's time of enjoyment. Seriously I had 8 days of vaccation so I can indulge me with some studies and maybe a trueblood episode tonight. Or I just enjoy a glas o wine and painting, my sister found me a canvas that I already had started sketching on. Now, I was thinking of a woman's body and blood. Saturday entertaintment, yupp. I'm just sick and tired of the people around me. All I want for now is to be with my man, hugging and nibbling him. Sadly, he is over the atlantic in Mexico city. What the fuck was I thinking when I started this relationship? That there will be a happily ever after? I believe in happily ever afters (laugh) but it can only happen if both of you want it so badly. Right now it feels like I'm turning the pages in our book by myself. These thoughts steered in Barcelona because everything over there reminds me about him. Yes, pretty much a whole city reminds me about him. Fuck it, now I'm heading for the fields with clouds heavy with rain. Think about it, when it's storm or on the verge of storm or rain the weather is electric. It's the best time to run because it will give you a lot of energy unless you will get hit be a lightning. Kisses and hugs.

/The end