Wish I didn´t spend that money last night

but what does money matter when you have fun. I went out last night, I thought I´m gonna give the nightlife in my hometown a break but it was the last time. I´m gonna do what I have done so far and that is to choose my parties. This means that if it is some special event or any band playing I guess I can go because then it´s worth the money, and my energy. I sound picky but I´m not, I just enjoy nights with my friends at home more than a club full of pigs. Sometimes it can be fun but mostly I just get bored, doing things without alcohole is highly appreciated as well. It just seems like we all have lost our imagination growing up with these substances that makes us kind of braindead.

So guys, how ur doin? I can say I´m doing okay. It´s been hard since I got back since I´m back at my parents home but I guess I should be happy for that my parents let me back in to their home. Right now I´m just looking for an aparment and extra job which has something to do with my career. You already know my plan and I just need to recharge my batteries to do it. Right now I´m gonna work some extra hours and after that I´m gonna lay in my jacuzzi, eat some good food, RELAX MAXIMUM! I feel so tense... and a little bit sad because now I started to realize certain things about me and my boy, that I might not see him ever again? I don´t know, everything just feel so uncertain. I´m gonna continue my life now, take care guys!

/The end