The fault in our stars

Hey,

Been a long time, many times I wondered to write but I couldn´t really come up with anything besides cheesy titles, the words just doesn´t seem to be flowing out of me. Sometimes I´m superinspired, like I´ve been these days, but it seems I get stuck upon words instead. I kind of lost myself, relying upon others writing. I´ve been reading a lot and it is to be said that it improves your writing. However, I just get stuck between words, losing my own expression, trying to find my way back. I should just start writing, that´s the only way. Right now I just feel like a shade of myself, and I guess it´s due to my lack of creativness. The only thing I´m actually enjoying right now is cooking, and baking, listening to music. But I miss writing, drawing, and having a flush of overwelming feelings that I just feel like I need to express. They are there bubbling inside of me, but I just can´t seem to express them. Soon I explode, probably, hope you´re not around.

Right now I´m writing cause I wanna make just a small tribute to the wonderful book and film The fault in our stars. I remember watching this and I never cried so much. I wouldn´t say I´m one of those bleedy persons, but I´m very sensitive even if it doesn´t come out that way. However, about that book, its about a girl named Hazel whom is suffering from cancer, and while at she meets this boy and they have a crush. Can´t tell you that much more because it will ruin your journey reading it. The whole book is like a rollercoaster of emotions.

I´m gonna have some lunch now, and continue studying for my big exam tomorrow, just like that, I´m leaving you. Bye.