Dont think I've been feeling that for a pretty long while since there is a lack på appreciation to those who works at a customerservice, one of the most ungrateful jobs.
Last night I was wondering about this hole of emptiness Ive been feeling and it was clear to me that it is that feeling of being wanted, needed, that is missing. That sense of responsibility that comes with it. So now I just need to find needs to be fulfilled, and there are many ones and hopefully they can colide with my needs, and create a mutual bound. This is to me staying true to myself, and to what I wanna achieve, and giving my best to achieve it. Havent been doing that, and probably that is why I have been feeling anxiety, doubts and hesitations.
Im right now looking everywhere instead of looking directly to my heart. Looking at other people and their achievements, that can give anyone meltdowns. Need to find my own way, and not care to much about what other people thinks. And it gets harder and harder the older you get, as everyone keeps reminding you that you should starting having a family of your own, get a house and Volvo. And "grow up".
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